I have never loved anyone the way I have loved and still love this man. I have never opened myself up this much. I have never given so much of my heart. I have never let my walls down like I have with him.
And right now...with the idea that it may be over....makes me feel like I can move or breathe. I am completely paralyzed with every inch of my body shaking in pain. I have cried for 7 straight days and I wonder if it is possible to run out of tears. My arms are weak, my eyes are heavy, and my mind can not focus on all the things I need to get done today.
But I have no time to pause and allow myself to break down. If I could just curl up in my bed and stay there I would...but my life is rushing on. Though part of me doesn't even care. I need time! I really need time! Because right now I am a shell of who I use to be and I don't know how to wake up tomorrow and go through the day like nothing is wrong.
I just cant breathe....and I need to be able to breathe right now...
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