This weekend....

So my mom came down to visit me this weekend. We had a good time, mostly filled with shopping and cleaning...but still fun. I was kinda tired while she was here so I hope she had fun too. I love it when someone keeps me company while I clean....I sure did get a lot more done than on a normal weekend.

Saturday evening my room mate had a couple people over. My mom had already headed home so I didn't mind. I was actually asleep already when they got there, but I ended up waking up. One person that came over was this guy that I had a crush on for quite a while. Pretty much all the way through my relationship with Kris I had a crush on this guy...he is just an all around amazing person. But since I was with Kris we ended up just becoming really good friends.

Well, I thought that maybe after Kris and I broke up that this other guy would ask me out...and he never did. A couple of his friends did tell me he was interested, and that made me really excited, but he never asked me out.

So, Saturday night I got up the nerve to ask him about it. He said he wanted to ask me out but that he didn't think I was over Kris. He wanted to wait till he felt like I was really ready. HOW FREAKIN SWEET IS THAT!!!!! And just the fact that he admitted to being interested. My heart kinda skipped a beat.

This guy is like one of my BEST friends. I can talk to him about anything and I have fun just doing nothing with him. He remembers everything I say...and doesn't mind hearing all about my guard stuff. He is really one of the good ones.

But the fact that he is my best friend makes me nervous. What if it wouldn't work....and I lost him? It breaks my heart just thinking about it.....sigh

I don't have to worry about that now. I am not completely over Kris and everything that happened with that....but the healing process is happening....and I look forward to the possibilities that might arise when I am all put back together.

It was a very nice weekend....