Sleeping Alone...

For quite some time now I have been sleeping in my bed without him next to me. But for some reason last night I was very aware he wasn't there by me. My bed felt very empty all of a sudden and I felt very alone.

The weird thing is, he didn't even stay at my place that much...I was always at his house. I became very use to how his bed felt and I remember having a hard time falling asleep in mine...by myself...when we first broke up.

I don't know why last night my arm kept reaching over and my hand kept searching for him. I woke up multiple times and I know it was because I was wondering where he was. Then, when I became fully awake I realized...he's not here.

Its been a while since Ive had a night like that.....I'm so glad I had Phoebe there with me.